LuRVe maKEs e WorLD gO rOUnd

2005-12-31T21:48:00.000+08:00

so its the last day of 2005
the 365th day
in 2 hrs it'll be the new year
so fast its another year liao
n hopefully it'll be a better year

one wish for the new year.
tt's to spend more time with the ppl i love
n realli enjoy the last 2 yrs of sec sch life
cos once its over, it'll nv be back...
the next 2 yrs will be diff
very diff from the first 2
not only the extra pressure
but alot of social stuff as well
things will change, nth is forever...

next year diff cls
it'll be a new enviroment
totally new enviroment
the lanscape is ever changing..
so i guess i'll jus have to change some of my minset
to realli enjoy my time in sch.

last post here le.
gonna sae gdbye
it'll be gone in 2 daes.
i dont want to
yet i dont have a choice.

2005-12-24T22:27:00.000+08:00

its christmas eve.
so yah,
merry christmas
to whoever who wants to be wished

to all those lonely souls out there
and those who are feeling down and unhappy
cheer up and forget everything
plae some music
watch some tv
talk to a fren
anything
cos we shouldnt realli be unhappy
but the unhappy feeling always come sometime in life
so yah,
at least for 2nite
lets all be happy
and realli have fun
it can be done, even if u're alone

i tink this might be the last post of my blog
or at least the 2nd last post
before this blog comes to a close
we'll see how things turn out
this blog..
is for frens i cant talk to or meet often to see whats gng on in my life
its for ppl who jus wants to noe wad im about
its where i write wad i feel in words
its where i jus sometimes write to vent fustration
where i write in the midst of happiness
n where i write abt my life
but for some reason,
i believe it has to go
if its not now, its soon

tt's abt all bah.

2005-12-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

1 more week+ b4 sch starts
im sort of like looking forward to school
though i want holidays to continue
wad do i want?
nvm..

sort of had fun at trng 2dae.
been some time since i had such fun
but yeah,
it couldnt been possible without the company

cls outing postponed =(
hopefully more ppl can go next week lah
i relli want to get tgt again

gonna try and finish as much hwk as possible
hopefully cant pia by this week
yea, i'll be able to do so.

hongjie

2005-12-16T22:55:00.000+08:00

finally decide to post after a long abscence. yeah, sch's starting soon. real soon. 2 more weeks only.

some stuff i wanna do in these 2 weeks:

1) finish homework
2) pack my room
3) have a realli realli good rest
4) get my life back in order
5) clear everything on my mind before school starts

been feeling really tired lately. but yet i refuse to rest. i dunno wad is getting into me le. some kind of mindset shift. shant reveal too much.

im tired. shall blog more another dae.

2005-11-28T13:06:00.000+08:00

having trng tmr.
hopefully it'll be alright
or not i die liao
den have bbal chalet after tt.

its gonna be a pretty busy week
2dae's the onli free dae
after tt..
d entire week is filled le.

combi results out
got my first choice
but now knowing wad im up against
i sort of regret chosing tt
hiya.
but jus have to live with it

2005-11-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

had basketball trng todae.
wad can i sae?
was still okae
at least i didnt feel like dying
it was tough
but it always is

after trng went to je n eat
had pizza
we like sat in pizza hut for 40 mins b4 placing order
ahahaha
jus to wait for 130 where we can all get $2 our meals.
but nvm
at least we sat and talk alot
and yah, had fun cheese-ing with sec2s.
ate like..so much so much of tt cheese.
it was a full bottle when we went there
and it barely had anything left when we left
tt's all for 2dae.

one more thing
i remember sth SOMEONE said.
this SOMEONE
asked us sec2s to continue working hard
and tt we wad still have chance.
haha
and i was laughing away when he said tt.

2005-11-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

wow. these few daes have been cold. no sun. i like it. n hopefully it continues this way. hah. (got deeper meaning de). its like raining n raining n raining. =)

okae. so its the end of the mechatronics thing. tried my hand at programming a robot. first time doing so. n it was pretty cheem i have to sae. at least to me . most of it dont make any sense to me at all. n after hours n hours of staring at the computer trying to make the robot work..in the end, wasnt really that ideal, at least comparing to the champs' standard. they were good. but nvm, it was a gd experience lah. learnt new stuff, though it can be quite sian at times. n altho i have absolutely zero intrest in robots n stuff..i managed to go thru the whole thing. n yah, it was more for the experience and knowing what a robot is. =)

this is 4th week of hols le. so fast. soon, november will be over le. n yah, veh soon, hols will be over le. n i will be a sec3 student. tt's weird. =)

2005-11-16T22:12:00.000+08:00

Sometimes d greatest and most valuable stuff in life are jus staring at us right in the face, but yet somehow it just eludes us.

And again sometimes, the greatest and most valuable things in life ar hidden in tiny corners in our life, making us so hard to be able to find it.

So think hard, look hard at ur life. cos that's where u find happiness.

2005-11-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

had dis great crapping session with alex n zr at je 2dae afternoon. WOW. i havent laughed tt much in a long long time le. was really great loh. can just forget about everything n anything..seeing them laugh jus makes me laugh as well.

..for more serious stuff..

i made a vow to myself, at the end of the year, never to not treasure stuff in my life again and only regret after its over. but this is coming back to haunt me now. let call this thing Z. the way im facing Z, the attitude im having towards Z, is nothing but idealistic. so yah, since i have such a attitude towards Z, will i regret not appreciating and treasuring it when its all over? will i onli see its true value only after its taken away?

i dont want the same kind of agony to take place again. ive had enough of it. i dont wanna have that kind of feeling again.

dis isnt meant to be a sad post..its jus..mind-boggling.

2005-11-14T13:54:00.000+08:00

Everyone Needs Someone

People need people and freinds need friends
And we all need love for a full life depends
Not on vast riches or great acclaim
Not on success or on worldly fame
But in just knowing that someone cares
And holds us close in their thoughts and prayers
For only the knowledge that we're understood
Makes everyday living feel wonderfully good

And we rob ourselves of life's greatest need
When we lock up our hearts and fail to heed
The outstreched hand reaching to find
A kindred spirit whose heart and mind
Are lonely and longing to somehow share
Our joys and sorrows and to make us aware
That life's completeness and richness depends
On the things we share with our loved ones and friends

-Helen Stelner Rice

2005-11-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

came back from class chalet!

n without saying, it was great.
of cos it is, its JAWDROP u're talking abt.
cycling, bowling, night movie, great company.
on word.
FUN.

den there was dai-dee.
self proclaimed dai-dee queen DAWN
Joker NORINE
skilled+experienced JJ
n of cos the times we jus played n played late into d night
n early into the morning.
then there were those who onli learnt the game
n fall in love with it

chalet's great.

now thinking of it..
these 3 daes
show wad we have gone through in 2 yrs
in mini form.
in this chalet,
we had fun together.
laugher together.
faced obstacles together...
like d rain during barbecuen
n being there for each other
to stick together as one when probs arise.
*winks*

chalet's over.
might jus be the last time we are together
n realli have tt "2J feeling"
so yah, its over..
all the best

2005-11-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

had trng 2dae. was okae bah. rain..rain..rain..did gym work.

submitted my combination on Wed. Now thinking, i dunno if i made the right choice not. But nvm, ive submitted it. shant think bout it anymore le. shall just accept wad i get loh. n hopefully i'll enjoy the subjects i get bah.

realli looking forward to class chalet. It'll be fun bah. It's the only thing i will realli look forward to in the entire hols loh. being able to spend time with the class again. Just cant imagine the kind of fun we will have during it. majority of the class there, it has to be fun rite..

All the best.

2005-10-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

Its gonna be a long long post. You might get bored, but its what i want to say.

Its been a great 2 days. It was an ending to our class, a closure to us, at least physically. These 2 days have been one of the more memorable times for our class I guess. It was where everyone of us got together, really shared their love for it. There were touching speeches, speeches of love, tears of joy, tears of sorrow. And more importantly, the spirit of togetherness that I guess all of us could feel at that time. Words just don’t explain how I felt these 2 daes. And onli Jawdroppeans will experience that feeling.

Once again, would like to thank zhixin for all that she has done for the class. Her music video reminded us of the happy times we had, the conflicts, the issues and our smiles.

“On 2nd Jan 2004, the lives of 38 individuals crossed each other and became entangled as one.” Now, the doors are open, yet its so hard for me to untangle myself. Thanks again zhixin.

Then came the speeches. Emotions ran wild, tears started flowing and soon, it was sadness all around. Even sadness could be seen in the eyes of the people who were always smiling away and enjoying life. That is the spirit of 2J. Where we feel for each other, just love each other, and sad to see the class gone.

Some speeches, of course, were more memorable and touching than others. But of course, we all know that most of us love our class, and that’s all that matters. That we will be sad to leave our class, that we will be unwilling to let go. Of course, it was great hearing some people who were normally so heck-y and cheerful, to come out and say something real nice about the class. People like minghao, keith. Zhihui. To at least show that the class means something to them.

We sang too.And yah, ive promised someone that I will try and accomplish that person’s wish, and it happned todae. How often to you see the class gets together that fast during community singing. Normally it takes encouragement, pushing to get the class together. Todae, it jus all happened fast. The singing too, brought out tears, and of course some fun from the guys. I felt that it was a nice thought from xiaolaoshi to get us to go round hugging those that meant sth to u, shaking hands. With Tong Hua playing in the background, it was defeinetly a scence I would remember. It was where you just could hide your emotions no more, it just all came naturally. Wishing each other all the best, and thank them for all that they have done for you. It doesent get much better than that in the class, especially our class.

I tink xiaolaoshi has was nice to present us with that song. Though we could not understand the language and the I don’t tink many of us were interested in the lyrics, it was still a thought from her. Something from her to us. Something she wanted us to learn. A value that she wanted to transfer to us. And yeah, it’s the thought that counts. It’s the effort she took in preparing it for us.

I didn’t cry or really break down in class. I still had to talk. But dunno y, in macdonalds, it just all came. I really dunno how it happened. It was all well, talking away. But then, suddenly, scences of the happy moments flashed through my mind. And tears just dropped. I dun really want to talk bout much that, just that it was great really thinking bout the times we had have. I haven’t cried in public for so long, and now, I really cannot explain how I truly felt that time. Thanks Aubrey and Eileen for being there, just being there was good enough.

Separation is tough. It sure is. Was pretty evident todae. But I guess its onli separation that makes u realize what u have around you, how happy you should be everydae. But as tough as it is, we would have to move on. And I really have to pick myself up from here. Living in memories for too long would not be a really good thing to do. But that’s what im doing now. And I would really have to try and accept the fact we’re separating, and it would be tough to be together as ONE again.

We are all separating, hopefully for the better. Its so hard to let go, yet its for the benefit of all to do so. So yah, shall take this opportunity to thank all of 2J, who have given a period of time I will treasure for the rest of my life, a really memorable experience. And also all the best to each and everyone of us.

We also did postcards todae. We had to write a postcard on what we just love so much about the class..and following are some of my favourites bah.

“The joy and tears I’ve shared over the 2 years is indescribable. 2J will always be etched in my heart, 2J will always stay”

“Thank you for leaving your footprints on my beach. You know, each set of footprints are unique and so 38 people with different feet make up something really special”

“The people here has given me support and love when I needed them most. They were there for me when I needed them. I really want to take the opportunity, to thank you, 2J, for all that you have given me”

“I guess after what we have gone through, we have all learnt to hate the word Jealousy. Lets stop all the hatred and treasure the very last moment fate has given us”

“Physically we end here. Spiritually – u decide”

“We started out as ripples, insignificant and vulnerable. We scattered in circles, but we gave others signal of a strong bonding. We toyed with time but our unknowingness led to a wholesome eternal friendship that is interwoven with priceless memories and enshrined with invaluable emotions shared together”

“Let’s be bold. Let’s be strong. Let’s remember. Let’s go on”

May the spirit of 2J burn ever so brightly.

2005-10-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

2dae stayed at home and sleep. realli enjoyed it. been sort of deprived of it this week. Woke up at 9. slept again at 10. woke up again at 11 sth. den slept again at 12 plus. till arnd 4. This week been busy with like tt Be yourself day, that Bizworld comp and also tt chinese compo. I think we did a great job with be yourself dae. considering we planned it on tuesdae and everything was up the next day. Guess that is the diff between a team and an individual.

Also tried diving this week. fun. before the jump was a little scared. but still jumped. and yeah. it was fun. U jus needa pluck up the courage to step off and the next moment u noe u're in the pool. u dont realli get to enjoy the moment in the air.

Let see what else happened this week. wrote this chinese compo for xiao laoshi. i now see why she made me write it. If she didnt, i could have just left this year not knowing what i hv done.

Also went for this comp on firdae. happy with our performance lah. especially considering the rush timing and also the amount of effort we put into it. great job.

I guess nth much happened this week bah. passed just like that. like that

2005-10-21T21:46:00.000+08:00

its down to the last week le. last week as us. yeah, us.

It's really surprising how time realli passes. day after day, week after week, year after year, and its already 2 years. one more week. how fast will that pass?

i guess it will in a blink of an eye bah. sooner than u noe, tt one week will be over. and so will we be. at least physically. talk bout treasuring tt one week, d last week we will be together, tt week out of so mani mani mani weeks we hv had together. yet its this last week we all want so to cling on and not let go.

wad happened to all the other weeks? If i could treat every week like d way im feeling bout tt last week, i guess i would leave without regrets. I would not leave happily, but at least i noe i would leave more satisfied. But too bad, those weeks hv already passed, and all we are left with is one..

yeah, one. just one.

2005-10-19T21:59:00.000+08:00

Its been two years, since we were together. I guess it was fate, though i nv believe in it, that brought us together. Or maybe it was results in primary school. I walked into school at the start of last year, thinking like...its 2 years, two long years before we will be seperated. No need to realli spend time and treasure our moments together.

But its 2 years already. It's real fast. I could still remember the breathe of freshness and excitement when we jus became 2j. That image is still so vivid in my mind. Now that its almost the end of us..i kinda regret not treasuring the times. and i guess its already too late to enjoy each other's company, even being in a grp will be tough. 2j..

I dont think i realli treaure the time i had in class and realli savour every moment we have together. Why didnt i do so? I feel so sick to think that even though i know that i should treasure us long long ago, i didnt do so. why didnt i treasure?

its only..5-6 days we will be together as one. after that, what can i say? A group of people i got so familiar to seeing everyday. moving around as a class..thinking that our time would nv come to an end. Now its almost the end..

and i will regret. not treasuring the times. for the opportunity like this will never come again in my life.

2005-10-19T21:33:00.000+08:00

2005-10-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

gonna make dis post short. got to go do some impt stuff later.

so yah, todae finally was able to get a great load off my mind - BE YOURSELF DAY. finally was able to discuss the stuff with d cls and got them to do the stuff. thanx to art lesson. so much free time. so yah, its more or less prepared, just hoping that the class brings the stuff tmr bah.

so far results, okae bah. not realli tt happi. fell below expectations for 4 subjects. hah...quite alot. but nvm. we'll see how it turns out in d end. cant really do anything bout it, except to prepare for a lashing.

okae. gtg le..
bye

2005-10-15T21:54:00.000+08:00

Imagine..

If u and ur family lived on this island where u could not leave?
Water will be limited, resources will be limited..
And you would have to plan the use of the resources carefully too..
But what if ur family gets bigger..and bigger..and bigger..
You might think..it will never happen to you..

But it does..we all are staying on a island we cant leave
the island called Earth
where we have limited water,
and limited resouces.
So conserve, and use the resources wisely..

2005-10-14T21:18:00.000+08:00

i wanna talk bout chinese.

todae xiao laoshi directly told me my chinese lousy. hah. n i was damm su-siaoed. first was when she told me to write a 500 word essay on sth. den i was like trying to sae i dun want. den she told me. "ur chinese so lousy, write a little more will do u gd." tt one i realli got no argument. den 2nd time was like when she asked d cls who wanna take C lit next year. den chang lok jus shout my name out of fun. den she went, "hongjie u take arh, u will find urself in deep trouble."

hah. but on d brighter side, she told me i passed my compo. ( :

2005-10-13T18:46:00.000+08:00

so todae's marking dae. yeah, veh slack. can afford to sleep n sleep n sleep. wad a pleasure. heh..

hmm...most likely we getting back chinese tmr. scared, i dun wanna fail. but too bad, fate is sealed le. hiya..

hmm. i played four games of chinese chess yesterdae. been like ages n ages since i last palyed. now nobody plae with me..until ytd. and now..my ex-intrest coming back. if onli tt will happen to bbal. hah. it will take time...

trng is starting next tues..i wanna plae more...i dun wanna go back to my normal life.

n there is this be yourself dae thing..i dunno where to start n how to start..

2005-10-11T20:53:00.000+08:00

am i realli hu i am to u??

are u realli hu u r? or is this jus a case of misconception??

i dunno.

2005-10-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

okae. so exams are mostly over. got english and art left. N im havng a terrible nightmare with art. think and think and think. but cannot come up with anything, i realli dunno how. i like spent hours in the morning surfing the net in hope of some inspiration, but too bad, none. Den after tt oso spent time sitting down n trying to generate ideas. oso none. sad..i dunno how.

hiya. im leading a fked up life..

2005-10-05T16:32:00.000+08:00

hmm. today marks the end of my LIT studies. i doubt i will be taking lit next year lah. So yah, todae will most likely be d last dae i ever do lit bah. 2 years le, since i started to do lit. n how fast it had passed. i seriously dont tink i will do it next year.

anyway, tmr's math. And i seriously wanna do well in it. cos hopefully tt will bring my average up, sth tt i desprately need..but's its so hard to do well for it. always got a few weird weird questions de..we'll see tmr bah.

Jiayou everyone. its gonnna end soon..

2005-10-02T15:50:00.000+08:00

Its been a pretty dead online world these few days. Guess everyone's busy studying bah. Tmr's Geog le. Hopefully it'll be okay and the ques will be the direct type and not those weird weird kind. I havent touched anthing except for geog this weekend, cos i guess there is just so much and so much to memorise in geog.

Been sneezing very badly todae. dunno y. It's always like that before exams and i hate it. It takes away your mood to study, all you feel like doing is sleeping. But yet i have to force myself so hard to study. Argh, i just hate it..

2005-09-29T20:48:00.000+08:00

Closer n closer to exams le. jiayou everyone. dun give up now..

But although its onli few daes, im far from ready to actually get wad i want..

but i will continue working.
YES, I CAN DO IT!!

was pondering alot yesterdae, realli realli alot. n thanks those who listened to me n gave comment, i appreciate it.

todae was pretty slacky i guess, felt like sleeping alot, but swimming woke me up lah. in lit i was like jus staring n staring into space. Lit sure is sth tough..but yet i dont give a damm bout it.

tmr's one last dae for me to do it..n hopefully i will

2005-09-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

So had Paper1 todae. Guessed it was okay bah. still manageble, at least it was the type where I could think of sth to write, and not some chim chim ques. But i think i went a little off in my chinese compo..but erm, wads over is over. nvm. My destiny as of now is still in my hands. I can do it..Yes! I can do it..

Here we are
at the crossroads once again
I'm telling you i'm so confused
I cant make up my mind
Is this meant to be?
Youre asking me..

And let me ask..
What do u tink of frens who leave u when u need them, esp when u were there when dey needed u?
And what do u think of frens who just never think of u or put u into consideration until they realise they need u??

To U: Dun worry lah, its not u im talking about. I know that u sort of feel that it is u, but its not lah. u have been there for me though u might not have realli felt it. But u have, and i do appreciate it.

*The "U" can refer to anybody lah, so dont suppose that the U is talking about u..but again, only U know who that U is..

hah. how weird..

2005-09-23T20:58:00.000+08:00

Quote of The Day:

"不以善山而不?, 不以?小而? 之" - 孔子
*If you cant see the chinese characters.."bu4 yi3 shan4 shan1 er2 bu4 wei2, bu4 yi3 e4 xiao3 er3 wei2 zhi1"

hahax..this morale being imparted to us by our dear form teacher. But i cant really remember wad it is all about le. I tink it is sth bout wad making a doing sth wrong in a small situation is equal to doing the same thing in a bigger situation. U still commit that offence. hee..

Correct me if im wrong..

Shall touch on sth tougher now..

I thought it was going to be pretty budding between us. But now i have doubts, serious doubts. Especially after todae. Are you really the opposite of who i see you are?? I am not trying to believe what i hear of you, for i believe you are not that. I dunno, I realli dont..

2005-09-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

tired. just mentally drained..so stressed out.

Its not a problem now of studying for exams and the amount we have to memorise and stuff, but its finding time to study. And that is wad worries me..

Time is running out..

My goals..

My aspirations..

2005-09-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

Today was a pretty sian day i guess. hmm. let me see wad happened..

Art was slack again. But now got some theory paper. from how i fared in the pratise todae, i guess i will easily fail bah. its like. i cannot name most of the art pieces she showed. Den wad analysis, evaluate n stuff. dunno wad it is all about. den we were supposed to draw wad RV students animation...crap. i simply do. 15 mins job..

den had culture test. hmm. i shant blog bout that. undesirable ppl are reading blogs nowadays..

had a sleepy science lesson. bored lah..i guess nth much interesting bout d day lah. jus tt i was turned down by so many ppl after sch todae jus for a lunch lah..

2005-09-18T13:59:00.000+08:00

Was thinking bout something said by someone in class at the end of last year..

"The (class') boys next year will be spilt into 2 groups. One group is the lirui, jingwei group while the other is the kah lok and chang lok group"

Its now almost the end of dis year. Did it happen?

Nah. I dont really think so. The guys i feel are still going well together, mixing around with each other. I dont really know wad im trying to prove or show here lah. was jus thinking bout it loh.

Hmm..did we move forward as a class this year?? Or are we still the same as last year??

I dunno...

2005-09-15T21:14:00.000+08:00

i tink i better do sth n make up my mind and really commit myself. Its like, I'm slowy losing u all one by one just because i keep procrastinating. And it hurts. I think have to make a desicion before I lose even more. And it also gets more and more painful. Its like, i thought i had that, but because i kept waiting n waiting and not make a desicion, i lost that to someone else. And its painful.

And so i better get to a desicion fast, before i lose even more..and more..

*U wont know wad im talking about. it might seem like crap to u. maybe onli a few will understand bah. so if u dun understand, forget it. reading it over n over again wont help.

2005-09-11T22:14:00.000+08:00

hols over le. so fast, tmr gotta return to sch. n im looking forward to it. or not hols can be sian at times loh. so yeah, i can get to see u le. but it's gonna be a tough dae tmr, realli realli tough.

*u noe wad i mean.

haha. first time i no needa pia hwk on d day b4 sch start. heh. im so happi.

hmm. RV's going ip, but its none of my business...

2005-09-05T16:30:00.000+08:00

okay. so its d mondae of d hols. n wad have i done so far? nth..nth at all..
n tt is bad, considering my results and also my targets.
but theres 1 achievement. i finished d entire math last night in 3 hrs...did till 3 am..
i wanna go study later on loh..but erm...i doubt i will lah.
nono...discipline is d word. i shall. weird..

on sat, went for some 10 hour confrence with fellow chairpersons. it was good. esp tt american guy. very inspiring n it gave me some perspective of d world. shall share some other time. though some of it quite far away like families n jobs, it was worth listening lah.

tmr got cca. sian. mus go school. but im looking forward to wads gonna happen after tt.

to u: cheer up! life aint worth getting sad over just bcos of 1 small event.

2005-08-31T17:34:00.000+08:00

okay. so its teachers day eve..yah, so wish all teachers a happy teachers day bah.

morning got to see mr ong sing solo loh. not bad lah. at least for a teachers' standard. he sang tong hua. den he sing half way invite his form class up. so nice of him..that will bond the class alot..

den had folk dance..hahax. no one wore sarongs we were STRONGLY ENCOURAGED to wear. i tink dey failed..but it was fun overall lah. at least i tried to have fun and not be sian lah. den at some points cant even hear d music, cos people too loud le..

HAD CLASS PARTY!!

dunno if it met my expectation or not, cos i didnt realli have any. n decorations was pretty plain. jus balloons n the whiteboard. but erm. it doesent realli matter loh..food was alright. i tink the highlight of the entire party was the fantastic music video by zhixin. realli beautifully done, though the com was a little lag. but it was good overall , n i tink the teachers enjoyed it. which was good of cos..

thanks again zhixin..

after sch went back to pri sch, onli to realised we had to wait outside cos the security guard didnt want to let us in. onli arnd 12 den let us in..den go find teachers n see pri sch frens. alot of dem change alot n alot le...some i oso cannot regonise liao. n some i oso forgot their names. tt's bad..

hmm. though tmr's a holiday, i tink i wanna study. i dunno y, but d word "study" keeps on appearing in my mind..it has nv been like that before loh. wonders wad's happening. im realli aiming to do well in exams..its really really vital.

jiayou all.

and erm. u rock my world.

2005-08-21T19:00:00.000+08:00

ive finally understood wat freedom is....and it feels great.

2005-08-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

okay. common test over le..good

i tink i realli wanna go enjoy myself le. dunno wat ive been doing dis entire year. but i definetly have not been spending my secondary 2 life d way i have wanted it to. it shouldnt be dis way loh..

so from now on, since ct is over. i shall enjoy my life d way i want to do so. i shall not base my desicions on wat others says n do wat i dun like to do..

n can d sch stop having remedials n stuff in d afternoon..i hate it

n most importantly, my passion for it is diminishing quickly...very very quickly. sian

2005-08-17T17:38:00.000+08:00

common test almost over le. dunno if its gd or bad. hiya. one last maths tmr..work hard bah everyone, its gonna be over soon. had eng n physics todae. eng, i tink too much time le, n was quite ez to write. but i doubt i'll do very well lah. science arh, was okay. i like d drawing or lenses..give free marks de. but i nv study refraction, or rather forgot wat ive studied bout refraction, so tt ques i tink gone le lah...nvm. forget it.

got end of year exam timetable le. next month leh. veh fast..but there's sth i realli like bout d timetable..hahax

been going out with hs n dicky n stanley for d past 3 days. veh crappy...hahax. but had lots n lots of fun..

2005-08-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

yah okay. we're out of nationals. n its like. we played quite terribly in dis 2 games. esp d one against woodgrove. cld hv won tt, but 4 some reason, we played so lousily. hiya. den aginst gess, we were nv expected to win tt game. but in the end instead of losing with honour, we lost with shame. we cannot leave d competition thinking tt we lost tough, we cannot walk out with our heads high..cos we played like shit. i tink got few reasons for such lousy performances loh...

1) Lack of desire

i tink we all didnt plae with d kind of heart n attitude as we played in the last 3 matches of d 2nd round. i dun tink we wanted to advance to d 2nd round of nationals as much as we wanted to get into d semis of west zone. those matches was we were realli willing to run n hv 110% concentration on d court. as compared to nationals, we didnt want it as much. d extra motivation wasnt there...

2) 3rd in west zone

i tink getting 3rd in west zone got into us a little. there was like hangover, cos we didnt realli expect to get 3rd. n i believe when nationals started, some of us were still tinking bout d west zone, though we're not supposed to. we were supposed to enitirely focus on nationals. Also, we were a little contended with wat we had n didnt wanna strive 4 more..

3) attitude

alot of us were quite lazy on court. the match against gess realli showed us how poor we r loh..their passing so fast. den sometimes dey pass d ball liao. i still dunno wat is happening. den like a little lan3 san4 on court. i tink one sentence mr chen said tt realli made sense. "some of u in d court dont seem to be playing d game, but rather watching d game". made alot of sense...

hmm. we hv one more game next next thurs...we'll redeem ourselves...

jiayou...

2005-07-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

MIRACLES DO HAPPEN!!!

2005-07-11T21:43:00.000+08:00

A problem shared is a problem halved.

Joy shared is joy doubled.

how contradictary..

2005-07-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

SOUR...

but wad to do??

2005-07-10T01:06:00.000+08:00

been a turbulous long week...

had highs n lows in bbal

had highs n lows with u..
n also with u...

also had highs n lows in hwk...

hmm. but its d real low tt makes d high high

n hopefuly next week will be a better week

2005-06-20T22:33:00.000+08:00

sometimes u tot u had it. only to realise its actually so far away from you...

2005-06-19T20:47:00.000+08:00

had d sudden urge to blog. but dunno wat to blog about. oh well...lets see

had cip 2dae. went to dis block in tiong bahru. there all senior citizens de. n i tink most is 1 room flat. den tt block, d corridoor oso dark n stuffy de. first time i went to such a place. oso first time i look at 1 room flat. v small loh. i only tot such things exist in tv shows where dey will go set up such scenes....looks like d world has so much i dun noe

den some of d senior citizens. quite pitiful. stay alone. dey alr old n weak, den their living conditions still not really gd. but at least some of dem n cheerful n quite sociable. so its not tt bad lah. dey hv each other 4 company. didnt really do much dis cip loh. like quite wu liao lyk tt. but nvm....

im gonnago mad soon le. got few reasons. first is because i tink i stay at home too long le. next is bcos i dun get to see n tok to her.

sian loh..

2005-06-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

one more day.

2005-06-13T22:14:00.000+08:00

Argh!!! i god damm fu*king miss u like hell.....

u're always there to chat with me online at night. now tt u're away. i felt a great loss loh...

okay. enuff of tt

i noe my blog is lacking in substance. but i cant help it lah. i sometimes jus dunno how to clearly write wat im thinking. so if u dun like wat i write. sry dude...too bad.

been hearing alot of stuff recently. hmm. now its a question of whether i shld believe it anot. n there is dis someone who jus mus me lose my trust in completely. u lied to me despite me checking with u so many times...

because you live, my world has twice as many stars in the sky..

2005-06-11T15:45:00.000+08:00

2dae can be the slackiest day of d hols..wanna noe wat i did??

woke up arnd 11. den at arnd 11.30, watched hitch. its a movie till arnd 1.30. den had lunch. at arnd 2, sleep again till now. its near 4 n i hv been awake 4 only arnd 3 hrs.

basically hv been doing hw, though progress has been slowing down, playing ball, watching movies dis hols loh, and i hv also reignited intrest in my life long passion!!!

n its only 2daes, yet im already missing her so much...

2005-05-31T21:07:00.000+08:00

very lazy to update. but i'll still do it...

my target at d start of the holiday --- finish my homework by thrs.looks like it can only be a dream. jus cant sit down n do a single piece of hw. nvm..there's alot of time for me to extend.

alot of stuff undone too...i dun noe wat to do with my dramatisation. i also hv like...so much plans for d hols b4 it began. but it looks like..sad case. dun tink i will be able to do all tt i wanted to.

but i'll still try....

2005-05-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

ytd go sch half day. go drop egg. not fun de. its like..it all drops so fast. sometimes dun even get to really look at d thing drop. ours was a terrible failure. onto d ledge. but hu cares. after sch go je wait for jw n mh who went mh house n play. leave me all alone. den dey come after making me wait like 2 hours. dey wanna go watch star wars. den i tot they would eat with me den go watch, hu noes dey wanna smuggle lunch into thearte, so wat to do. go buy ticket n watch with dem loh. show was not bad, complete fantasy...but it isnt really my type.

den 2dae morning was a good kid. woke up n washed my own shoe. den swept n mopped the house. hahax, wasnt really tt tough. den go sleep again. woke up came online for a little while. den go sleep again. really suffering from lack of sleep d last week.

i tink i wanna pia through all d homework. really wanna finish it fast n free myself up n enjoy the holidays. but when i look at the list, i se so much of writing, i very sian...but i tink i gonna make myself do all the homework.

2005-05-25T21:36:00.000+08:00

2dae was team building day..had lots of fun. wondered how ppl could actually find it sian. early morning rain quite badly. tot d day would be ruined, but it turned out fun. scavenger hunt was nice. run here run there..rush arnd to take photos. fun, in the end we came in first...somemore finished all 10. den the mystery clue was ms bose. den somemore mus butt-write backsides. but surprisingly d most of the group did it quiet enthusiastically. fashion parade..poor renzhi

after lunch was telematch. was oso fun loh...i dunno wat wasnt. at least i forced myself to have fun in everything. den cheer n cheer till my lungs almost wanna burst le...could feel blood in my throat. i dun wanna go on writing le..not in the mood to write...

n oso getting back report book tmr. i oso hated sml today. 2dae morn when i tell her d attendance, she gave me this stupid bu shuang look n tell me bout CIP which she is so unhappy bout.

2005-05-10T15:14:00.000+08:00

hmm...finally decided to blog, been a long time since.

2dae last day of exams le..tink i flopped overall all, despite me feeling tt i have studied more than i used to. but nvm, it's over, shall only tink bout it when i get my marks. 2dae listening, stupid. the setters of it, cant they be more direct...so much crap in d passages, they keep on beating around the bush, hear until very sian. 2dae oso got cid test..ok lah..not tt bad. jus need a little thinking. but tt subject not important.

been going to jec everyday of the exams, n oso d library. tink i quite scared of tt place liao. i think throughout the exam week, know alot of frens betta, never knew so much bout them b4. was a fun experience.

cheer up ppl, d 3 of u...been sad few days le...time u all needa smile a little more.

tmr slacking day, will be sitting in d hall 4 arnd 3 hours, mus be prepared. oso have science practical test. shld not be tt tough. oso have time wasting DNA science.

2005-04-24T20:33:00.000+08:00

haven blogged 4 a few days...

exams starting soon le. paper 1 is on tues, but seems there is still so much to study n memorise. hiya...exams come so soon..its like d year only jus started, n now exams le.

was kinda bored last night, so turned on tv n guessed wat i watched, wong fei hong. first time i watched a wong fei hong movie, quite nice lah. n his martial skills r jus so good loh, tink it's better than jackie chan's moves. oso learnt sth, tt wong fei hong n sun yat sen know each other, at least tt's wat d movie says. dunno to believe or not.

2005-04-18T21:21:00.000+08:00

hurt...

2005-04-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

last day of week. got back history-disappointed. hiya. work harder. but nvm, as d saying goes "failures r stepping stones to success". i will work harder to get to d standard i want. enuff abt it.

2dae jus slack. com lesson,hahax, everybody jus got onto cls blog n chatting there as a cls. ms chan cant do anything. den there was raymond pok, pok chop, bob. hahax. n i saw kl doing flash?? funni. cca 2dae quite slack. no needa run cos rain. pt was tough doing it. but cld endure thru. after tt play match. sky damm dark

2005-04-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

wow..finally changed my blogskin. how's it?? 2dae quite a fun day, had quite alot of fun (repeated), except for maybe chinese where had to write compo. for d 2nd week had no science lesson on wed when there was suppose to have, cos teacher got messed up on d timetables. after sch had short lit meeting, another one tmr. not really a productive one. after tt go turf city. could not really see d runners, everyone was like quite small, n all u see is jus figures running. only way to see if rv anot is thru d really bright orange n probably d style of running of each runner. hah...after tt sth happen to yyc...hehe...

2005-04-06T17:49:00.000+08:00

2dae quite an intresting day. morn had d eng test. finished it quite fast, cos planned well beforehand, so during test no needa tink, only write. PDP was boring stuff, talk bout some IRC. i have never gone onto IRC...and wat is said is wat we here so often, SML's basically repeating it. den science lesson ms khang nv come to cls cos her timetable n our timetable diff, so she thought her lesson is later on, so instead of having 45 mins of sciences n 1hr 15 mins of chinese. had 45 mins of chinese and 20 mins of science, cos ms khang let us off early. quite a good deal

after sch had history test, oso quite simple lah, questions all quite straightforward. den after tt had dis heavy rain. havent seen such rain for dunnno how long liao. den i tink most of d canteen wet, den oso got no where to go. troublesome. arnd 5 den leave sch. on mrt had some fun...hahax...

tmr lit test, CL oral and science test....

2005-04-05T17:47:00.000+08:00

tomorrow: eng test, hist test
thursday: lit test, CL oral, science test
friday:maths test

sick!!! luckily with help from great frens, burden is lessen alot...

getting into d mood of revising now. dun tink i have felt so motivated to study in a long long time.

2dae quite normal. maths-d usual mr chng stuff. chinese-boring. science-boring. culture-last 15 mins was nice. teacher play music 4 us. tt guy really slack. hist-learnt some useful skills. eng-torture hearing to him talk bout expositions. cant stand it. somemore drag d lesson for 15 more minutes...

2005-04-02T14:48:00.000+08:00

wow...havent been here quite some time. yesterday friday=slacking day. onli 1 hour of hist, after tt is slacking lessons. com, malay, S2, cid. dosent get much better. malay is damm slack, laughed alot during it. cca oso quite slack 2dae. practice a little of dis n tt.

got alot of tests next week. science, history, exposition, lit, CL oral. but dont realli feel like studying at all. hiya...

2005-03-26T13:51:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for some time liao. close to end of the week liao. last 2 daes haven been really tt productive. been taking stuff slowly.

realli dunno wat to say. i have been feeling so bz, yet there seems to be nothing now tt i tink of it...

2005-03-15T20:11:00.000+08:00

u've made me realise how life is like a piece of glass ---fragile.

i'll treasure life's every moment from now on and not waste a single second.

thanx dude...

2005-03-12T21:00:00.000+08:00

havent blogged for quite some time. hmm..reachin a high in academics, but reachin a very deep low in cca. maybe it's true wat others say. there is always a balance in everything. if u bcome weaker, someone is becoming stronger. if u improve in some way, ure becoming weaker in some other way. i dunno, but it seems this way...hmm. hols start liao. finish hw, except for tt chinese compo. shall complete it tmr. hv decided to spend d rest of holiday reading. hiya...

2005-03-02T16:12:00.000+08:00

2dae sch half dae. great, get to miss 1hr 15 min of chinese. hahax, went je n eat after waiting 4 so long for klok n frens to do science project. after tt went je lib with mh, actually wanted to do science notes, but dun hv science bk 2. den rmb got eng compre, so do loh. den mh left, n dawn, emily n hb came. tok tok tok oso laugh laugh laugh. basically quite a boring dae lah..nth much to tok abt. actually wanted to go buy gift..but decided against it...

2005-02-28T21:22:00.000+08:00

hmm...tot 2dae was quite a nice dae. 2dae deputy change to hf, dunno y. but i realli wanna noe y d sudden change. after sch went to plae soccer. onli plae little while. after tt go do science with hock seng, although he not our cls de, grp members dunno all die until where liao...

saw sth veri funni whn i leaving sch on d bus, there was dis car with dis number plate EK 648. saw it, tot of a moment, den gave a smile. go change one of d 3 munbers n see wat u get. ask me if u dun see anithing funni...it realli made me smile.

i hate my template. it's seems so messy...

2005-02-20T00:23:00.000+08:00

found a another way to use msn messenger. dunno wat happen to my msn. i tink last week dey tell me my msn got missing file, so i deleted d whole thing n downloaded again, and dey tell me still got missing file so i repeated d process few times still cant. i tink it's my com problem. den i went searching for an alternative n found msn web messenger, now i can go online again. tink i have to use dis next tym, it onli needs a internet browser to work on instead of having to dl d program...hmm...quite convinient for sch use.

2005-02-18T22:17:00.000+08:00

end of week liao. common tests coming liao, mus study hard dis weekend, hiya. history source base dun understand wat sir is saying about how to answer usefulness question. wat purpose n stuff. dunnoe how to do lah. cid d long-term prob 2dae supposed to try out, but we not yet even start. den 2dae during cid dun dare look at teacher whn she tok to us. no trng, so stay bck plae, den later arnd 5 go study, rain so heavy, cant go home.

2005-02-05T14:38:00.000+08:00

quite an average day yesterday. morning mr chan nv come, so ctc relief, she is a totally diffrent person from last year. she seemed quite nice yesterday, maybe last year she pregnant, no wonder lyk tt. s2 tt ms yew gave some idea with d shapes we cut, sae can put gifts inside and tape it up n give to frens on valentines. hahax. cca was ok, jus regular training, nth to much. realised sth, dis year, altho i tt i am becoming more n more bored during lessons as compared to last year, i tink im sleeping less dis year. dunno y. maybe someone can tell me y...

2005-02-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

had 2 presentations todae. hist n chi. not realli happy with both, especially history. made a few errors and the most glaring one was tt i was leaning against the chair, but nvm, it's over, shld jus 4get it. i oso tink i took too long 4 chi...

d clsroom is realli hot loh. can sweat lyk hell in there, i tink it's worse than last year's one.

cca was alright, only ran 5 rounds, pretty slack, not much of running. i enjoy these trngs with d sec 1s. nth much to do one. slack.

tmr got d write mao3 bi3 thing, sian lah. write wat shit, i tink it'll be a waste of tym loh

2005-01-28T21:08:00.000+08:00

halo blog...haven blog in a week or so...

hmm, dis has been quite a meaningful week, dunno in wat way, talked to her more dis week den i ever have, haha, dun try guessing hu dis her is lah, it's jus some fren. basically lit rox, love it lyk hell. it's fun loh. it's so intresting, although i dun tink learn much during her lesons.

dis week is oso quite a suay week as well, thxs eileen for helping me once, and i might still need ur help in future, tink u shld understand. hahax.

2005-01-19T21:42:00.000+08:00

Chinese lesson is so boring...2daes's lesson somemore 1hr 15 min...fell asleep while xueqi was reading the textbook, den chang wake me up whn she finish reading. wa lao, after tt tcher call me read, den i see the textbook all d words blur blur de, den cant read properly. after sch satyed back for d classroom decorations, do till arnd 4+, most of it is done liao, jus needa put it up tmr..learnt some intresting stuff later on..hehe

2005-01-17T20:59:00.000+08:00

SICK...REAL SICK!!! hu's gonna be d poor one im gonna vent my fustration on...hu's willing to make d sacrifice..it'll be a big one. i haven felt tt bad in so long...those bastards

2005-01-11T19:18:00.000+08:00

great...i hv no hw 2dae, finished all of it during cls. but got dis grammar test, dun tink i wanna study 4 it, cos my mind now no strength to study...all i feel lyk is sleeping after dis tiring day. slept quite late last night, so 2dae in cls felt v tired. durin chi, had to keep on fidgeting around, move here move there, touch dis touch tt, so i wun fall asleep. if i was to stae in 1 position for 1 minute, i would have fallen asleep. had cca later in d dae, basically all we did is plae, but plae until v tired and strenghtless.

2005-01-10T17:19:00.000+08:00

have been sick of dis blogskin for so long, hav been searching 4 sth diff, but jus cant find sth i lyk..ani reccomendations?? kinda lyk e lit, tho i suck at it, e lit's intresting n fun, so is hist, jus tt mr chan is so ah...dunno wat. it's presentation tym again, yipee! jus luv presetations, much more fun than teacher toking. after sch did lit in cls, junqi and jiahui cum pei me...hiya, d dae jus pass lyk tt...so fast.

2005-01-07T22:05:00.000+08:00

hahax..haven blogged in ages. sch reopen 1 week liao. haven really done anithing. zr n yc gt chosen as captains n vice captain. shant comment, jus tt...nvm..hiya. trng 2dae hiong, but im nt dead, still full of life n vibe...hahax. had a long n tough dae to cap of d week, n d dae was oso capped of with me breaking a big sch rule, jus hoping no one took notice. really tired nowadays, haven got enuff slp

sch startin

2004-12-31T13:13:00.000+08:00

sch startin in a couple of daes tym..mus rush my last bits of hw....ok, it's not last bits...but nvm, i'll do it...new year's eve le...so fast 1 year past liao...hiya, y tym pass so fast de?? cant it stop n start whn i want it to..so fast loh...i was just a sec 1....hiya....

back

2004-12-16T01:01:00.000+08:00

i've lost touch with dis world 4 1 whole week...no TV, no news, no newspapers, no computer, basically i noe nth...but i'm BACK!!!

feeling gd....

2004-12-01T13:08:00.000+08:00

" Yesterdae is but a dream,
and tomorrow is only a vision,
but today well lived
makes every yeaterdae
a dream of happiness and every
tomorrow a vision of hope"

hmm...saw this in a magazine, dun realli understand wat it means. can enlighten me?? but i dunno y, dis quote made me feel good....hmm..

hat ya

2004-11-26T13:43:00.000+08:00

i hate you....
i jus hate u.....
u decieved me.....
y?? jus y????

bbal chalet

2004-11-23T16:17:00.001+08:00

jus returned from bbal chalet...tot i would finish dis entry b4 going to slp....me onli go on 2nd dae....didn't realli enjoy it as much as d cls chalet...i tink i enjoyed d midnight walk in d park d best....might sound stupid...but i found it quite...exciting....hehe...didn't realli slp too long...it was damm cold loh....but i dun tink as cold as inside d rooms...wah..cant take it liao...eyelids closing...

bbal chalet

2004-11-23T16:17:00.000+08:00

hate hol

2004-11-17T17:27:00.000+08:00

holidays r boring....i dun noe how i'm ever going to go thru 6 more weeks....i'll die of boredom....there's nth pleasant to look 4ward to during d hols...ARGH!!!! i hate holidaes...

my back!!!

2004-11-13T21:33:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!! my back pain lyk hell!!!! walk oso will pain....den cannot bend my back..den sit on d floor oso gt prob....ARGH!!! injured wjile during cca.....

cls chalet

2004-11-08T14:22:00.000+08:00

came bck from chalet 2dae...had a hell great fun of time....shall slowly write everything tt happened...

Day 1
me reach there arnd 4+, most of those hu r going all there liao..me had bbal trg earlier..so onli go later. played some cards...den arnd 6, me, jj , jeromy n some others go set up barbecue..tried to start fire...tried 4 arnd 1 hr..but fire jus refuse 2 start...use so mani starters..so we go ask someone in opposite chalet to help us start..dey come, not 10 mins den fire start liao..nw noe hw 2 start liao..cant cover the fire with charcoal..mus let d fire hv oxygen...started barbecuing onli arnd 7+, d gals bring so much food, eat n eat..until veri full..hmm...had some intresting scenes during d barbecue, got it down in pics, shall upload it somewhere. den half way thru d chalet, xintong hand got dirtied her hand with charcoal, den go rub her hand on my face, played some games in d room after tt..was made to do 1 veri embarrassing forfeit...dun wanna sae...some more shirui go take video of it. after games we go to d park nearby n plae sparkles..tt tym quite late le....onli plaed 1 stick...actually, wen i go into d park, me lookin 4ward to plaeing, but some ppl sae things tt freak me out loh...hmm, nvm...enjoyed my time there. go bck room, d guys go plae xbox, but i go plae cards n chat.....plae until arnd 1.30, den i go slp le...

Day 2
was woken up at arnd 3.15 am..so early...at 4 am, we leave chalet go to d beach...sat down at d beach n tok, as well as entertaining us with handphones as well...sit there n tok n tok n wait 4 sunrise...sun came out arnd 6+, we leave the park at 7+, go eat breakfast...during breakfast, alot of grumpy n grouchy faces, cos all nt enuff slp..so we all go bck room n rest...at arnd 10, while most of d ppl were slping, kenneth, zhihui, kahhan, minghao, xintong, xiaoyun n me go cycle 4 1 hr...den kenneth bicycle half-way spoil, so all of us nv cycle n walk bck to d rental shop...aft tt, we met d others at escape entrance, so all of us go...1st thing we plae was flipper..chao shuang...den after tt go 2 tt turning turning thing, tt one cause alot of casualty, cos keep on turning n make alot of ppl giddy n vomit..sad..after tt go sit pirate ship, nt bad..jus tt my ears suffer, cos gt ppl keep on shouting n shouting...den sat d no kick roller coaster..after tt was rainbow..was gd...enjoyed myself...den after tt me nt feelin well, so decided nt to plae animore...we go there 4 arnd 1 hr den leave liao...cos mani ppl not feelin well...d mood after tt was nt veri gd....thx xintong 4 ur medicated oil, could have fainted w/0 it...went to white sans after tt with zh n xt...walked arnd, den go up to lib, stayed there n tok 4 arnd 2hrs+, imparted some "knowledge" to them..hehe..toked alot of stuff lah. den go back chalet at 4+, plaed cards again..den went to eat dinner at d food court..food was lousy thou filling. felt bored, so went bck to escape with mh..cos jus hd dinner, so we go take ferris wheel 2 tyms...felt young..hah! go take d aeroplane ride aft tt, tt one 4 young child de...felt even younger..den go sit roller coaster...den ferris wheel again...den go choo choo train...indoor roller coaster...rainbow...flipper...onli left at 10..overall sat 40 rounds roller coaster..arnd 10 times rainbow..4 times flipper...den d others onli 1 or 2 times...met chang n mavis there..so plaed with dem...go bck chalet again plaed cards n eat chips..ate lots of it...den aft tt took photos...n toked even more crap...felt tired early 2dae...arnd 12+ tired liao...so slp loh

Day 3
got up at 5.30...but went bck to slp at 7.15..woke up again at 8...go hv breakfast..met 1i gals there..dey oso in d chalet..after breakfast slacked in room...plae cards again till arnd 10..mus check out..took mrt all d way back..d trip felt so short with all d friends, decided to go jec...so went there n sit n fa1 dai1...stayed 4 onli 1 hr...den take 198 to jp...had lunch there..thx kh 4 d treat...

realli realli enjoyed myself...certainly looking 4ward to 2j '05 chalet...of course hoping more ppl would come..

bbal training

2004-11-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

2dae had bbal training...mus climb d stairs again..quite easy, as compared to wat my seniors do...hehe..we onli do 2 times..dey mus do 4 n 6...ke lian...

durin bbal training middle got 1 veri funni thing happen...we sit on the floor listening to coach tok..den suddenly bird shit drop onto my hand..n oso on zhi rong's head..so er xin...den mus go wash..chao er loh...

after tt go jec eat..kao..i eat alot...eat kfc..colonel's special..den after tt i go buy coke..den go buy cheese fries...t cheese fries is chao unhealthy loh..so much fat in it..the mayoniese n cheese..but dunno y i still eat...

lit booster

2004-11-01T16:51:00.000+08:00

had 2 go 2 sch 4 tt lit booster 2dae...glad tt it's over..shant comment..jus tt i had a gd time filling in d feedback form. haha..

after tt norine dun noe wat happen 2 her, 2dae so good, treat 5 of us to mac...actually she onli wanna treat her lit group members, but we not her gp one, go ask her, she sae ok...we bring back sch eat...
after tt jj, kh n me go jec eat ice-cream....sat down there n eat, den mdm chan suddenly appear, give me big shock. 1st time i see teacher there...she some more come tok to us..wah lao..after jec we all go library read comics..the comics there r crap, none of them r in gd condition...n alot of it cannot be understood de...jj n kh left 1st...left me onli reading d stoopid comics.....

spoilt

2004-10-31T18:58:00.000+08:00

am i the one this spoilt or is everybody like this??

my maid jus went back home...den now whole family mus do housework....den 2dae morning i go wash my own school shoe...scrub scrub scrub, until hand veri pain...den after shoe mus hand wash all my sch uniform..cos white, cannot throw into washing machine. after washing mus go and mop the floor..d whole house leh, mopping still ok..nt tt tough. den still mus go wash d toilet n wash all d dishes after using...den wen i do everything finish alady arnd 1 pm..so tired..sweat like hell..v v tired then...

last time i didn't hv 2 do all these, everything oso my maid do...now mus take more responsibilities....

tmr got tt damm lit booster...last lesson...feel like ponning...but yet wanna go n do d feedback form...gonna criticise it until hor.....i dunno wat..complete freaking waste of time..jus hate it....

lst dae

2004-10-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

2dae last dae of sch le....hiya...so sad

sch ended early, 11 am, go with class bois to jec n eat, toked bout some stuff, did hear some diff views on someone...tt person hor...getting on my nerves...shan't comment

slacked in jec till 3 +...den met commenwealth friend...den we go jp...met clementi friend there. later we go plae bbal, plae until 6+ den leave....

drama

2004-10-28T17:07:00.000+08:00

tmr last dae of sch le....not happy at all, not looking 4ward 2 it

2dae got all d dramatisation performances...1J's performance ROX!! they were great, jus awesome. watched other classes's performances, felt tt dey cannot match ours le...

durin d n t...watch tt ninga n marshmallow advert so many times, watch until cannot laugh, no matter how funni it is. those adverts watch alot of times liao..hehe...den mr oh oso show us these ground graffiti photos, got 1 guy posing in 1 photo look so much like mr chng!!! we see liao laugh until wanna burst, especially jeromy, he sit beside me, den he laugh until mr tan hit is head...jus lurve these 3 weeks of d n t...haha

after sch acherly wanted to go jec with kenneth and able..we take 176 there, den we cross the overhead bridge, dey saw 198 come, den rush back down n take, nv accompany me...so wat 2 do? go there alone lah, saw d 1k bois in kfc, so sat n ate with dem loh..hiya...

tmr last dae of sch...hiya...

utd rocks

2004-10-25T10:31:00.000+08:00

last night man utd beat arsenal....sho happy. stayed up to watch it. was on my toes throughout the whoe match, especilally wen arsenal got d ball....no matter which part of the pitch...den 2nd half man utd score....jumped n shouted so loud...den realised it was 12+ n ppl were sleeping..first feeling when ruud scoread the penalty was more of relief den of joy...onli after d 2nd goal was there joy...sho happy n glad...utd jus rock!!!!

Adredaline was so high after tt couldn't sleep, so go watch F1 brazillian grand prix until 3am, den after tt realli tired...den finally go sleep....

bbal trainging

2004-10-23T17:16:00.000+08:00

had CCA in d morn...hahaha...wat fun, ran 6.3...tt zhi rong run 33..den throughout d whole dae was showboating. half-way thru training my back pain...so stop 4 a while, tink i caused d team some extra work...sori guys. but den later me betta liao, den go train again, felt good wen i came back to train...n happy with my performance..hehe...also had to run tt si4 ze2 sho many times...kao..will die one loh. after trg go jec hv lunch...den after tt go library play chess with tt zhi rong, play 4 games, i win 3, lose 1, den wen he go sch confirm go hao lian again...tell ppl he beat me..heck lah

tmr got big match at 11pm...mus watch...man utd will win. dey jus simply rock...

times flies

2004-10-22T16:04:00.000+08:00

it's so fast...time pass so fast, gonna be end of sch year liao...dun want hols to come, jus dun want it to come. 1 more week b4 sch closes, realli must treasure d next week. there's realli a big diff in my life with sch n w/o sch....y mus sch end so fast??? it's been quite some time since 1 came to rv, yet it onli seemed not long ago, the memories of d start of d year is still so fresh in my mind. i look at how i enjoyed sec 1, dun realli wanna go up to sec 2........hiya

2dae wen i going home...met mdm chan at bus stop, she so scary, come ask me some ques....some more d ques she ask make me feel lyk i'm some bad boy n d tone she use veri veri scary...den i was with dis gal at d bus stop, den she gave dis comment "u betta watch wat u r doing ah" kao....

art fest

2004-10-20T16:40:00.000+08:00

2dae was art fest...there was a performance 4 about 3+ almost 4 hours....did not enjoy any particular performance, but it was sth diff from d norm loh. enjoyed the folk dance part where we participated, veri fun....though i heard alot of stupid stuff after d dance. wen i dance hor, got these few gals from 1k keep on stepping on my shoe, veri squeezy loh...den i almost fell wen some gal stepped on my shoe when i was about to move forward.....

after sch slacked in classroom with a few ppl....played chess till it became boring. den dey go tear a magazine until lyk dunno wat, den simply throw all over. dey later throw all the paper around d dustbin, until tt place v messy. after tt the disco sc come into our class to check cleaniness..how farni....haha

n teachers, pls stop giving mr chng ur lessons with us....i cant stand it!!! chng's lessons are jus boring!!!!

hhh

2004-10-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

wow...in d morn around 10+ d weather very nice, wind veri strong, very cooling...escape from d hot weather of few daes...so shuang. watch dis children of heaven film...watching it 4 d 4th time...but nvm lah...2dae one in dialect...so mus read subtitles.

Had folk dance practice after sch.....TOTAL failure...most were reluctant and unwilling..some wanted 2 go home..hiya, hoping 4 betta rehearsal tmr..hiya. wasn't realli happi after d practice...so stayed around in d hall watch 2 gals play table tennis...enjoyed d sound of d ball rebounding and rebounding..nice....after tt go plae bbal with 2g peeps...learnt alot of stuff outside bbal from them.....thx louis...u made me more "knowledgable"...

exam marks

2004-10-15T18:00:00.000+08:00

got back a few more results 2dae...not happy with all of it...chinese got back paper 1...onli got 48/90...barely passed..hiya..how?? oso got back maths paper 2...tt one i too ashamed to write it out here...

Basically couldn't see clearly 2dae...someone was so smart as to take my specs off me in d morn. wah lao...den i d whole dae cannot see d board...but oso good lah, no needa care bout wats going on on d board..hehe. can jus sit down there n do nth. den she onli return my specs after sch..somemore need me 2 go find her....but nvm lah...

Congrats to all those hu did well in d exams...n work harder those hu were not satisfied...

exam marks

2004-10-14T22:36:00.000+08:00

2dae oso nv do realli much...hiya..exam over more sian than 1 tot. Got back a few marks here n there...science onli got 66.5...not realli happy with it..altho many would be. Maths really unhappy with it loh...p1 onli 33...ARGH!!!! how did i do so badly...den chinese do even worse...paper 2 onli 50+...but chinese i not tt shocked..cos i noe my chinese veri lan..so i expected it loh...

There is dis sth tt has been bothering me for veri long loh....but jus cannot sae it out 2 anione, altho i realli would lyk to...i jus cannot take d risk to tell anione these stuff...hiya. these ppl jus piss me on time after time...can't dey ever stop...hiya

(none)

2004-10-13T10:41:00.000+08:00

2dae no sch...got some marking dae..but feeling horrible, woke up sneezing. i guess it's bcos last night i nv switch off d air corn...now keep on sneezing..hiya, hope 2 get well b4 end of 2dae..or not will suffer in sch tmr. yesterdae do nth...as gd as not going 2 sch...morn durin eng watch movie...pinocchio...v borin...it's lyk small children watch one.,...budden after eng is history...we watch d new police story...d jackie chan one...tt one much betta..more excitment...got back history paper 2...quite happi with my marks..chinese our ticher help settle d folk dance thing....i chosen 2 dance with aubrey...pe played soccer, we won 8-3, thnks to mr tan..he gd...ming hao oso veri on form...or not our team win by dunno how many goals liao..

exams r officially over...

2004-10-11T15:47:00.000+08:00

exams officially over liao...had listening compre 2dae...tt one half hour finish liao...den after tt go hall watch some "really something show" talk bout some tiger n tea thing..after tt had lit booster..me wanna critiscise it again..it realli sucks..there's nth in it. wat's d diff between wat we do in lit booster n wat we do in normal sch...no diff at all. it's jus a waste of time..no use one, oso dunno wat we learn from it, waste so much time, oso nv teach as any skills or stuff, jus whole dae go there n do dis stupid excercise, got teacher or not oso no diff. had 2 stay back in sch for dis enrichment...ARGH!!! v sian...exams over can start relaxing...but exams over feel v funni oso, studying has bcome part of my life liao, but den now no studying 2 do, feel v funni leh...

wow...exams finally over...

2004-10-08T21:39:00.000+08:00

exams finally over....finally....but d lit exam seemed so long ago...finished lit jus on time...shall not tok about it. den at around 10 reach jec with ming hao...d other bois all go clementi play soccer...den after eatin , ming hao went off at around 10.45 2 go home n watch digimon...oh my...still watchin digimon? den all alone...den go hang around with willie at long john, den after he eat finish he go k-box, leave me alone again..den go kfc hang around with bo yuan n his fren...den around 11.30 he go popular..so i follow them there...but little while i come back again...den i go library hang out with 1i bois...but den little while i go back je 2 tok 4 a little while with bballers, but den little while kena called to d library by shi yan...was late 4 10 minutes..but i go back den she tok 2 me a little while b4 leaving...hiya...all alone again...went to read on ancient roman architecture...realli impressive....but read 4 around 1 hour den go back je...go there onli see d scs....so sat an chat loh...i felt so extra...so many scs, me not one...den go back library again...up there hanged out with haiyuan, boyuan n frens...den later me take mrt to changi airport...me alot of time...so took one whole round of NS line to raffles place den change to EW again...pl n jayne were somewhere on d train, but dunno where...always impressed with changi mrt station...jus magnificent...went to pick my dad up....came back from germany

1 last one tmr....

2004-10-07T11:21:00.000+08:00

yeah...exams coming 2 an end tmr.....elit tmr...nth much 2 study...all i'm gonna do is read thry d stories 1 more time to refresh my mind on some stories tt we learnt last term...other than tt...nth else to do...2dae had chinese..i jus suck it it...glad tt it's over...d zao ju got 2 dunno how 2 do...n d tian3 xie3 han4 zi oso got few dunno how 2 write, real glad tt it's over....looking forward to tmr.....d boys wanna go play soccer after exam..dunno if i shld join dem...hmm...

2 more 2 go

2004-10-06T16:31:00.000+08:00

onli 2 more daes left.....tmr chinese, fri elit...realli worried bout my chinese..hiya...mus study hard 4 tt....had maths 2dae..paper 1 was tough...but shan't complain too much...mayb is i realli not up 2 standard...but paper 2 was much easier...banking on my paper 2 to get me my A1, so i veryconsciencious in all my working when doing...history yesterdae..k lah...not too bad...source based write like siao...hand so damm pain...finished onli have 10 minutes left...den structured essay ok lah...could do 3...onli one i dunno is the maritime trade thing...but wrote from wat i could rmb...a little here...a little there...science on mondae was tough...especially d bio part..some terms mv hear b4...enjoyed doing the physics....was a breeze...but a guess d bio will pull me down alot.....hiya...betta go study 4 ymr's chinese.......